SHERYLCHUA(: ♥♥♥

school was boring as usual.
went to market and had lunch,
after that went to pool room.
many were there, but didn't really talk.
felt rather bored.

until xueting called and told me some stuffs.
got to know more from others around me.

**

i thought i was over it.
yet you* proved me wrong again.
i thought i wont be affected by you* anymore,
but yes, i was wrong again.
she* was the very last person i wna see you* with,
and you* know it.
but now, i can't do anything,
i can't say anything,
purely because of a word, "hatred".

na de qi, fang de xia.
ocuppying myself with something.
told by my friends,
yes, i'll really try to stop being affected.
but no matter what, i still dont find the need to hate anyone.

thinking that i have long forgotten that heartbreak,
i was just so wrong,
when i thought things were starting to get better,
you* had another person in your life yes ?
you* said before that i wont see you walking with another girl,
maybe you* have long forgotten it.
but it holds a very important part in my life..
was asked to trust that nothing will happen.
but well, its so wrong again.
its so difficult to trust that it wont happen between you both.
prove me wrong or prove me right ?

**

Father, i ask of You,
please tell me what to do and lead me the way.
let go and let God.
so yes, recover me like You did the last.
please, i dont want it to happen.

**

skipping school tomorrow too.
but i'm not telling my mom.
so well, wearing school uniform out again.
dont think i'll be in the mood for lessons. =/
sorry krissy ! i'm not going for lessons` again.

might be meeting juneguan at mac opposite school,
after his emaths paper i guess.
need counselling from him. =x duilian.
actually no la. just talking.
cause he knows everything.
or have been listening to me since the start.
yupps. arghs. whatever.

PM tomorrow. =)
might be visiting pamela at the hospital tomorrow.
she just had her operation. yupps.

why must it be her ` ?

i thought i was over it,
yet you proved me wrong again.

♥ sher

6:36 PM